Friday, August 03, 2007
an emo nite..
left workplace @ 8.15, went for eyebrown trimmin den hm sweet hm..
tired of workin.. tired of alot of things..
like wat ribby said, everyone has gd n bad days..
tml's dinner wif TGs is cancelled, postpone to mondae due to few reasons..
was smokin @ my kitchen juz nw, feelin e slight breeze.. a lot of qns came to my mind.. out of a sudden, i haf e urge to make a phone cal.. but i didnt, cos' i dunno hu to cal.. im afraid tt i wil wake my frenz up fr their sweet dreamz, afraid tt no one wil pick up.. when no one picks up my cal, i wil feel all alone.. tts y i rather dun let e feelin cums into me.. durin my smokin time, i tink i haf luked @ my phone for abt 5 times, hopin tt someone wil cal or msg.. i used to haf so mani frenz, but now? i dun haf to tink hard for hu to cal in e past, but nw? it's not tt im not contented to haf e ones who r stil by me til noe.. but i juz dun understand y becum lydat.. haix..
maybe it's juz an emo nite for me..im glad to c tt 1 of my frens had moved on n is leadin her life gud..
luv can be wonderful & hurtful..so gers, if we fall, dun cry, stand up n move on.... =)
everythin which happens, happens for a reason......
12:05 AM